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Please you guys..I know we try to not get too personal..but we are friends..my mom is in ICU with congestive heart failure, my sister just called me..please pray..she got home last night from trip with her last 12 year old grandchild with dad...and this started this AM and I just got the call..she stopped taking one med she should not have because she did not want to go to bathroom all the time..I pray this time is not it..plaease pray for my mom and family..I love it here and have special freinds here and dar acquantances and we all healing the world in our friendships..please please pray..thank you...Sarah
She diid make it to now the third hospital..far better than other life flight...there is a chance to ease the work the heart is doing ...therefore giving it a chance to fight the virus, hear heart is strong other than virus in pumping strength I beleive in miracles she has not lost her fight like really she has before by the end of her knowing the facts,,but close.. but she is sooo soo sick, way to much fluid in her...Sarah
Thanks so much for support...ok she made it through 2more procedures...threy got
there and flying went pretty ok.,.,I watched them LOAD and take of at airport
sat at 7:30...called my on all the details friend and Igot it all out with my
friend and some things I need to be supported and clear on are better..your
notes helps so much..really alone here except for girlfriend in Oregon who gets
everything deeply...not to say family has not improved over the years..but you
know..there are many family challenges and issues always..this is life..mine are trickey..some have easier..some worse..sigh..
So she made it through a new pacemaker and a temporary pump for 2
days..then they will hav a third surgery because one of new leads on what they
felt was bettter pacemaker for her could not go into a squiggly vein..so this
will be on outside of heart through a hole not whole open chest
surgery...different teams do each procedre and confer...the head doctor is a
tiny Russian woman ,sis Nancy likes and has expleained it all the best so
far..she has an autoimmune heart issue..body fighting her heart not virus ..I
have been here to receive the updates and lost track of time got to my house
about 8 saturday and slept and snswered calls and took the rx Migrane meds..when
exhausted and emotionalled out you do finally sleep..wherever you are..after a
few days of no sleep and all this..it just lets go inside for a bit wherever you
are...so today wiil do the "have to's" and rest and be ready top go up if she
does not respond toward end of week or be ready to hep back here...thanks sooo
much for support..Sarah
thanks thanks thanks, Great to know Martini about yoiur husband..so glad and have been praying.....this is a major knd of last surgery to work they say...so please pray..she has had 2 procedures at the new heart center since Saturday..and here is update on getting the 3rd done...she has had god knows10 exhausting procedures this month..they are deciding it is really not a virus..but autoimmune disease where heart is fighting the body or istself so to speak...after her pulmonary disease and other things so doubt affecting..
Now there has been some back amd forth on redoing the whole newer pacemaker..but they went back to surgery to get the third one,(lead that could not go in squigly vein) placed on outside of heart..they were doing yesterday at 3 Pacific time ( until recent call) but it go moved by something more crutial..so now we are looking at first thing this AM 7ish, 8ish..thanks for keeping listening..she is very week and very nautious and can not have even ice chips and very very uncomfortable ,,,not much movement with pump..took 4 hers to do that and was painful on her back..she can only sit up 20% now...Sarah..Every prayer of so many good people are with her and yours dear Martini counts..Gos willing she could just be a comfortable queen bee to see some grandchildren growing with short little walks and fake salt on everything, even a Vodka Tonic..before the next plane ride to next hosptal after all the tears she said.."I am definitely having aVodka tonic before this next procedure"..LOL..well she at least had one xanax...God bless..Sarah
Thanks you all from bottom of my heart....they have been able to get the 3rd lead into her heart...and not on the outside...this is a miracle..it is haveing to work real real hard so may have to be replaced sooner..but this is very very good news..this means possible healing for a few quality years maybe more..everything..we are now one beat mom and 2 pump..I think they said..and then 2 beats mom and one pump and weaned off by pump by tomorrow..it is a possibele miracle..there are so many ups and downs and changes so trying to keep level headed, but miracles are real..thanks be to God..one second at a time...thanks forever for your continued love and prayers..this has been exhausting..Sarah
News next is next big hurdle is for heart to regulate to this completely different pacemaker finally placed in 3 steps with a pump...the weaning of the pimp and heart working is a big step...xxxooo..but a big chance we have,.,,Sarah
Sarah, I know exactly what you are going through my Dad just went through this a few months back. Hang in there she will be getting stronger and stronger as time goes on. Keep the faith my dear friend. I will send some strength your way. Thinking of you often, sending tons of hugs and kisses. MUAH xo
Got my wires and dreams crossed...Hugs..Sarah..do not like one Letterman Joke..disclaimer..sarah
Thanks so much sweet Deb Dee/Dee..Dad's was so simple.at same time, and occured as as we rushed mom back with first complication..he said his heart was hurting and bingo..he went into er and it was so simple in comparison..2 days.....having him recouping while dealing with this is unbearable over and over again complications with mom but again..He at least had a week while she was getting worse with water weight we did not know abt in rehab ..and dad did not need rehab..so darn strong..behind like E's well i have only seen E's with pants..LOL..my dad said..sorry but you are going to get mooned here..he is not like E, i am sure, but wow..not evenlike a 50 year old and he is 76!!. held his legs up on no feet wheelchair right after words..abs good for his age too...
..God speed..thanks so much we have much more hope with mom now..having to go to 4 places all around 2 on life flights is hell too..almost reinvent the wheel each place but unavoidable as situation worsens in Rural america or i suppose anywhere as situation worsens still moved around a big city..we just got a heart center for angiogram and simple pacemakers (not fibrulators like mom needed too in 2002) .
How do I do picture change but keep my photo? for later...anyone with step by step instructions? I am prayng for Lady Dot being hero girl on 8/3...and then definitley my turn.cougars who are not really bad cougars rule LMAO... I had a dream 2 nights ago that David Letterman picked me up in a boat like E's in the movie..I think things are getting a little screwed up in the head over stress..Letterman is not E...LMAO, love you to pieces Dave but ya know..xxxooo...Sarah,,,,
You all can not imagine having a place to write has helped and how you have blessed me..my cup overfloweth in good and bad times because of here..May E and his fans all feel God/Faith as He is understood in so many ways and that peace that passes all understanding..whatever happens this round thanks so much for giving me a place in the aloneness and pain AND EXHAUSTING SUFFERING WITH MY FAMILY..HUGS...there is a reason and the other side we will know it then..God does not want it, suffering IMHO, but we are not there yet IMHO..thanks for all being pieces of Heaven and support...until all of us make it I Pray...to the special Faith place for each blessed Faith...Light and Love..thanks all so much..a few hrs of rest and /grace today..want to share..EI is in my prayers too...and this beloved place..to gather and be friends and care and love the music and get some joy in life..to flirt with the astro"bugger" guy..LOL..Sarah
My mom passed a little before 2 AM Montana time at a good heart center in Washington..she fought the good fight....
My sister called me and had her husband in my driveway when she told me I went to his house first and cried there in Mom's spot on her old couch they have now and then he dropped me back home on way to work so I was not alone the first few hrs..I wanted to be but my sis did not want me to be so i minded her...
I am now so grateful they both got their orignal pacemakers at the same time and his did so well and so easy..Mr. Buns of steel. and abs to hold his legs up in wheelchair without leaving the ICU 24 hrs later to regular room.at 78..ranching will do that to ya..
Please pray for my family and mom's soul and thanks for encouraging me to write...xxxooo..Sarah
Sis, I'm glad you were not alone....I pray for you and your Dad and your family and your Mom's soul.....I wish there was something I could say to ease your pain :( Love you and thinking of you and wishing I was in Montana right now '( xo xo xo
Sweet sweet Sarah Im so deeply sorry to hear about your mom. I know it's got to be soooo hard right now but you are a woman of faith and I pray that will give you comfort during this terrible time. Please know how much I love you and if you need anything I"m only an email away. I've sent you a PM.
Sending you lots of love, prayers for strength. You are loved. Always remember the good times even though it's so painful now.
I love you!!
Bump..God bless My Enrique Friends..MOM is with her Angels now...Hugs...Sarah