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Please you guys..I know we try to not get too personal..but we are friends..my mom is in ICU with congestive heart failure, my sister just called me..please pray..she got home last night from trip with her last 12 year old grandchild with dad...and this started this AM and I just got the call..she stopped taking one med she should not have because she did not want to go to bathroom all the time..I pray this time is not it..please pray for my mom and family..I love it here and have special friends here and dear acquaintances and we all healing the world in our friendships..please please pray..thank you...Sarah
AWWW soooo sorry. I have tears in my eyes, please I will pray for your Mom.
Thanks so much..she still may make this round,,and still may have years with us..but she has a big road..and she has lost a lot of fight..prayers appreciated...she has had a year of infections..Sarah
Sorry to hear your mom is still not doing so well mi hija. It sure worn you out hu ? I hope you can find some kind of comfort cause that's what we all need in times like this. My thoughts are still with you all. How is your dad doing ? Is he better now ? Hope so dear. Sending lots of positive vibes over and lots of strenght ! Mwuah !
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Thank you everyone...i am resting for 24 to 48 and doing some health and business things.,.this is beyond getwerenching..I have not the stamina to go to where they have flown her today...God bless..please kieep praying and thank you for allowing me this outlet...thanks you Hildeke and everyone...xxxooo...Sarah
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I made a hard decision...we just put mom and dad on the second life flight of mom's this month..dad was strong enough his doctor said..it has been gutwrenching and so many details I have left out..beleive it or not but the family is hanging together pretty good considering..my sisters are driving six hours tonight where the plane is flying to,,she was not progressing on the lasex and special IV things..it took us 3 hrs before the flight to even get a new IV...and the heart specialist here said we now need to get a pump to pump the heart like Dick Cheney had to get the fluid out of her to give the heart enough of a rest so hopefully it will start on it's own,...she is not a candidate for a transplant, the heart is good but failing because of a virus..the virus is in the muscle..there are several functions but it is not her new pacemaker and fibrulator that is the issue, and functions it deals with that are the issue...I just today think I would have died in the car with either sister..I am that exhausted..beyond beyond..so I drove to airport and watched them get oin life flight..and will somehow get to this place after i get some rest..I just seriouly do not have it...and they don't need a third heart attack...my sweet no 2 sis..usually very sweet but just lives 3 hrs away...she went on this round and has missed since mom went back in..there are horrible details why this is the best..PLease PLease pray this works..please please pray..thank you very much, I will go in a day or two if she is alive...please please pray..Sarah
Oh Sarah, it makes me feel so sad what your poor Mom is going through, your whole family - I can hear in your words things are not looking that great for her - Your Mom sounds like she is a fighter to have overcome all these obstacles so far and I pray she can keep up the fight and come out on the other side of this heart wrenching situation.
Take care Gurl, Loads of prayers, love, strength & blessings coming your way.
thank you so so much..I can get rest and be safer to go in a few days, xxxooo Sarah
She diid make it to now the third hospital..far better than other life flight...there is a chance to ease the work the heart is doing ...therefore giving it a chance to fight the virus, hear heart is strong other than virus in pumping strength I beleive in miracles she has not lost her fight like really she has before by the end of her knowing the facts,,but close.. but she is sooo soo sick, way to much fluid in her...Sarah
Thanks so much for support...ok she made it through 2more procedures...threy got
there and flying went pretty ok.,.,I watched them LOAD and take of at airport
sat at 7:30...called my on all the details friend and Igot it all out with my
friend and some things I need to be supported and clear on are better..your
notes helps so much..really alone here except for girlfriend in Oregon who gets
everything deeply...not to say family has not improved over the years..but you
know..there are many family challenges and issues always..this is life..mine are trickey..some have easier..some worse..sigh..
So she made it through a new pacemaker and a temporary pump for 2
days..then they will hav a third surgery because one of new leads on what they
felt was bettter pacemaker for her could not go into a squiggly vein..so this
will be on outside of heart through a hole not whole open chest
surgery...different teams do each procedre and confer...the head doctor is a
tiny Russian woman ,sis Nancy likes and has expleained it all the best so
far..she has an autoimmune heart issue..body fighting her heart not virus ..I
have been here to receive the updates and lost track of time got to my house
about 8 saturday and slept and snswered calls and took the rx Migrane meds..when
exhausted and emotionalled out you do finally sleep..wherever you are..after a
few days of no sleep and all this..it just lets go inside for a bit wherever you
are...so today wiil do the "have to's" and rest and be ready top go up if she
does not respond toward end of week or be ready to hep back here...thanks sooo
much for support..Sarah
thanks thanks thanks, Great to know Martini about yoiur husband..so glad and have been praying.....this is a major knd of last surgery to work they say...so please pray..she has had 2 procedures at the new heart center since Saturday..and here is update on getting the 3rd done...she has had god knows10 exhausting procedures this month..they are deciding it is really not a virus..but autoimmune disease where heart is fighting the body or istself so to speak...after her pulmonary disease and other things so doubt affecting..
Now there has been some back amd forth on redoing the whole newer pacemaker..but they went back to surgery to get the third one,(lead that could not go in squigly vein) placed on outside of heart..they were doing yesterday at 3 Pacific time ( until recent call) but it go moved by something more crutial..so now we are looking at first thing this AM 7ish, 8ish..thanks for keeping listening..she is very week and very nautious and can not have even ice chips and very very uncomfortable ,,,not much movement with pump..took 4 hers to do that and was painful on her back..she can only sit up 20% now...Sarah..Every prayer of so many good people are with her and yours dear Martini counts..Gos willing she could just be a comfortable queen bee to see some grandchildren growing with short little walks and fake salt on everything, even a Vodka Tonic..before the next plane ride to next hosptal after all the tears she said.."I am definitely having aVodka tonic before this next procedure"..LOL..well she at least had one xanax...God bless..Sarah
Thanks you all from bottom of my heart....they have been able to get the 3rd lead into her heart...and not on the outside...this is a miracle..it is haveing to work real real hard so may have to be replaced sooner..but this is very very good news..this means possible healing for a few quality years maybe more..everything..we are now one beat mom and 2 pump..I think they said..and then 2 beats mom and one pump and weaned off by pump by tomorrow..it is a possibele miracle..there are so many ups and downs and changes so trying to keep level headed, but miracles are real..thanks be to God..one second at a time...thanks forever for your continued love and prayers..this has been exhausting..Sarah
News next is next big hurdle is for heart to regulate to this completely different pacemaker finally placed in 3 steps with a pump...the weaning of the pimp and heart working is a big step...xxxooo..but a big chance we have,.,,Sarah
Sarah, I know exactly what you are going through my Dad just went through this a few months back. Hang in there she will be getting stronger and stronger as time goes on. Keep the faith my dear friend. I will send some strength your way. Thinking of you often, sending tons of hugs and kisses. MUAH xo