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Please you guys..I know we try to not get too personal..but we are friends..my mom is in ICU with congestive heart failure, my sister just called me..please pray..she got home last night from trip with her last 12 year old grandchild with dad...and this started this AM and I just got the call..she stopped taking one med she should not have because she did not want to go to bathroom all the time..I pray this time is not it..please pray for my mom and family..I love it here and have special friends here and dear acquaintances and we all healing the world in our friendships..please please pray..thank you...Sarah
Thank you so..going to try and eat and go to dad's...for some reason I sob and all and then with them am pretty strong and then..we all cry helping with little things the way my dad does it which is pretty much one step at a time and then too much at once... but not very much resting...thank
God for his new pacemaker..and his far less complications..
I just once in awhile think of this scene..in the Movie Little Miss Sunshine..which it took me years to laught at..LOL..now i think it is hysterical.."sometimes"...LOL when family has to steal the body.... getting the deceased out of the hospital, we went all over Montana and then crossed 2 states trying to help dear MOM, she said yes but it was soo soo much, too much..but you never know when you are "in it" you just do your best.....Hugs...Sarah
Sweet Sarah ... I´m deeply sorry to hear about your Mom :(
No words can make the pain go away - but time will heal the pain...
Your mother will always be in your thoughts - right now it hurts - but later all the good memories will bring many smiles.
...as you said: Your Mom is with the Angels - and she will watch you and be happy - when you are happy.....
I'll pray for you and your family...
Big warm hugs to you my dear.....
Oh dear nephew..thanks...
I'll keep her in my prayers.
Oh Vanessa..thanks soo..Sarah
Asking my friends here for a good thought..have to go to a memorial for mom Monday....an educational sorority type club she belonged to and I guess they do this and I am only family member who can go...men can't go because it is for women...a little secret..I am not the sorority type...much to my grandmother's and mother's chagrin.
But I love the lady who is the contact and she was my English teacher in high school and maybe this will feel good in a way..bu it kind of brings up the funeral more..but grief is grief...and it does take a couple years for the worst to be over...
People often live longer than 76 now..it is still very hard..there is a saying that a woman does not grow up until she looses her mother...of course that is very simplistic but I am finding some truth to it..in some ways...thanks so much for letting me talk here..it has been...well very hard..Godspeed and prayers and thank God I believe she is in heaven..maybe she will feel closer again at this thing..she was a very very lovely person and taught school for 20 years..one year before I was born and 19 after I went to college..LOL. She had quite a commute because we were ranching the last 19 and the logistics of her making it to town were unreal sometimes..a very few times she had to just have a substitute..but the worst snow years were before she started again..we were at 6000 feet and it was a mile long hill down into place and up before 5 more miles of dirt road and about 20 of highway and you just would not believe it, but it was very beautiful..like Austria or the Alps anywhere, my dear dad shoveled a heavy snow for me today and did not even knock on the door..much love all..thanks..sarah
PS LOL..remembering a moment...Mom rolled a big truck car on the way to church driving too fast when we all had a late start..dad was not going..it was a new car..the rancher whose fence we went through helped us out..we all were fine..dad was furious,,,dad started going to church more as soon as she passed he has only missed one Sunday..he said mom told him to go..LOL..dad was pretty "hot" that day..and mom was pretty upset..LOL..we all live through it until we don't..then we get to go home...Sarah
just saw this discussion now,,
oh dear Sarah,, will pray that everything's fine,, just gotta stay strong!
Thanks dear..so true...and yes I am working on the strength and tears..kind of need both..but well..it helps to talk a little bit..me anyway..we are all so different..but a big group doing something like this..I know they mean well..but well..have mixed emotions..LOL..so here I come and talk it out..thanks dear and dear friends...Sarah
You are such a dear..so sweet and help me so much,,thanks dear Maaike, and everyone, so many dynamics..LOVE..Sarah
LOL..one more thing..form the blankety blank independent..this is what they call we girls who are not the sorority or organizational type...like MOI..we like blogs..we are better on blogs with our special one on one friends..and we like freedom...our moms were probably better...much better women...LOL.
There was this pin you have that you return when deceased...i guess if at all possible...i don't know..maybe they have to charge now for them as they get lost...anyways this tiny gold pin..probably the new ones are not all gold. so it was this family joke and fight cause mom sometimes lost this pin and dad had to find it..LMAO..over the years..for the inevitable eventuality. so when they called dad, he had a sly smile and kind of reveled in being happy to return the darn thing...you have to laugh...
My sisters joined and got out over disagreements as all these things go....the group called to make sure they had enough pews at the church,,,there we go...I mean there are the sweet ones and the not sweet ones..Lord hep me.
But they do good things and really help each other in hard things..and help many a girl with school scholarships etc. raising money etc. i will not be learning the secret handshake though...sigh...Love you all..Sarah