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Martine..Just re-reading my beautiful poem gift..thanks..Sarah
So very true and amen ..thanks dor candle and light an bible verse dear Annette..Sarah
Oh my thank you..so much to look forward to read..now going to spray back weeds, actually cottonwood shoots..(NEVER PLANT COTTONWOODS IN YOUR BACK TINY YARD IN THESE PARTS..they are riverbed weed trees, previous owner did this..LOL) HUGS..get dressed and go to dad's..Hugs..i can't tell you..it is all the love holding me up and friends I have made here..she does not feel gone yet, she feels her best best self with everything healed helping us grow now, know she is with us as she makes her way and in some ways always will be and will come when i pass..i so pray, and then i regress to the backwards mourn ache cry,..but you have to do that too......Sarah
Sunday AM....yesterday we planned the funeral..and today I suppose we will all try to find something in our closets that work..tomorrow we see her..just family..and Tuesdsay afternoon we have the funeral and the internment...i had these beautiful words to hold me up this AM..thanks be tp God and you all, to be helped and loved by you all and writing..fills so many holes where family can not in their own grief, there you have to be strong..here I can read and weep and feel your hugs and love..forever grateful....Sarah
I am scared...but I know Jesus and God and all kinds of angels in heaven and special ambassadors of Holy Spirit on earth are with me..thanks to all my EI Ambassadors..Sarah
LOL...you never are far from your humor :) and I had the funniest vision of an exhausted you surrounded by thousands of beanie babies! LOL xo You have to laugh when you can at times like this, to feel alive and break away from the constant ache in your heart. HUGS
Dear Sis....I hope the planning went well with your family....sometimes it's not as easy as it should be. I know the family dynamics play a big part in it (wink). There will be many hard days, but don't be scared for tomorrow.....or for any day after....you are one of the strongest survivors I know and you will amaze yourself once again!! You will look perfect in whatever you find in your closet (brooch or no brooch, lol)....and it will not be easy I know, but remind yourself of the things that she said, things that she needed to say and you needed to hear....in all of the bad, there was healing and help for you to move forward. I'll be thinking of you big.... so great to hear your voice and I'll let you call again when you have the time and are feeling up to it. xo xo Love you and am so glad you have found love and support from the wonderful E family....you are so right when you say sometimes family just isn't enough and so glad you have other means of support at this time. Take care of you, and glad to hear Dad is doing ok. xo xo
Sarah, everything ok??
Aww, wishing you Good Luck in the funeral, don`t cry too much :S I`m glad though that you have found support from this wonderful Enrique family :) We are all nice here and love and care each-other except Enrique ;)
Hugs, Vivi` xxx
Awe you teasin our E Vivi??? thanks hon..he is so sweet I think..he wants to be connected and this is the only way to kind of make a care family thing..and keep boundaries for his life,,,but I bet he does read..and feel so supported..I never thought I would ever be a blog girl and a crazey fan type..I only said here how much I loved MJ..never read a blog about it until he passed...Enrique came along later to me than you but what a few years..the time may be too, to put some fast songs in the car again to get through this..my old fashioned magazine of cd's..half are in car and half are in house..HUGS..Sarah
Jen...God bless you..thanks for the deepest understanding,,,the best and the worst with our families....the better with our friends...but thank God he gives us a chance to forgive and heal....all my love..I can't beleive she is not able to answer on her cell..scared for tomorrow but really want to see her,,,need to...I guess this is natural...just family for this and we have all afternoon...Sarah
I found things in my closet to wear thank heavens..I could not find the Mumu..but I found the rooster pin..LOL..it will go on a simple Navy dress I found and a tan and black dress..they are sort of plain and stylish enough and cool enough..short sleeve and sleeveless...little shirt type over jackets..casual dressy..appropriate..10 years old but plain style enough..shopping for a dress for your mom's funeral feels assinine..thanks for leting me talk here ..HUGS..Sarah