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Oh Sarah I can relate to the insomnia. I was the the same when my mum was in the hospital. You will have to make your dad listen to yous that he also needs to rest as he needs his health to. They can become very stubborn as they get older. Of course your mum is scared but as she improves with each day she should hopefully feel a bit more relaxed. Yep I have to agree sharing does help. It's good to get it off our chest especially in times like these... Sarah anytime you need to talk you know we are all here for you. Take care hun and try get some sleep..
Oh Jo Hugs...just saw this..the 23rd of Aug will be one month from this sweet night with my mom..we were very lucky she only had the worse part for a month..and it that time we all came together and still are working it out...much love...Sarah
Still terrible insommnia..Sarah
if enrique was my doctor, i'd be sick every day of the year xD
I understand you perfectly, I am feeling exactly the same and my fever, my obsession with Enrique is destroying me. I think of him every moment of the day, I do nothing but reading about him, looking at his pictures, writing about him, writing to him, making presents for him, making promotion for his summer tour desperate to win a backstage meeting with him, allthough I am not sure I will make it to the States, cause I live in Europe... Everything I do in my live is related with Enrique. I listen to his music every day, his music is the only one I listen to. After being at his concert in Madrid on the 4th of May I fell into a deep depression because I missed him terribly and I was feeling miserable because I hadn't been able to hand him over my birthday present I had made for him and I had been working on all the month of April. And since then I have been in a situation where I scream for him for hours a day, especially when I am alone at my flat in Ghent (Belgium). My obsession with Enrique is getting worse every day and slowly killing me and getting me insane, I hope he doesn't read this because he will feel miserable, but I need to tell it to somebody because in my family nobody understands me. I feel alone with my obsession with Enrique. My only cure and really the only one would be having a Spanish boyfriend but that's not easy cause I live in Belgium and not in Spain. But I can't help it, I feel attracted to Spanish boys and consider the ugly boys from my country veery boring. Before getting obsessed with Enrique last year (I have been a fan of his for two years but I have not always worshiped him so much as I am doing now) in December I was in love with a guy from Madrid but he turned me down in a very brusque and unfriendly way because he was already married. Because of that, I hate his fucking wife, but believe me I have never hated Anna Kournikova, because she's the one who makes Enrique very happy with her, and as I love Enrique very much, I consider it important that he is happy. I know that it is not possible to be his girlfriend and therefore, I am obsessed with just meeting him, giving him a hug and talking to him, nothing more. I am not angry at all with Anna, because I would never have been possible for me to be Enrique's girlfriend, even if he was single. But if the guy I was in love with last year, Guillermo Sanz, was not married, now I could have been his girlfriend and now I wouldn't be so lonely and unhappy longing to meet Enrique. That's why I hate his fucking wife and as my obsession with Enrique is getting worse, I am losing my mind. Sometimes I get the insane idea of going to Antwerp (where he lives with his wife) to kill her, because she is the reason why now I am depressed desiring to meet Enrique.
ohhh thats so sad and i know exactly how you feel,, yh kill the bitch!! at least you saw E in madrid at a concert, i never got to meet or even see him :(
i have the most high fever ever
LOL Vivi...Hope Jenifer sees this...miss red fluffy Valentine cuffs...Sarah
LOL!!!! Yes, we need to see more red handcuffs on stage! :P
Vivi, oh your are here!
Damn I work in a hospital and I've never seen a doctor this hot lol
All of this talk about the dvd finally coming close to coming out and new music in the near future has my fever going up, up, up.
So for now I will leave you all with another favorite, one for us, the 'I Like How it Feels' video, def. one of my favs.